Ordinarily, people have their new year's resolutions all picked out by the time Christmas rolls around.
Personally, i am still completely clueless as to what mine is or will be.
As a teenager, i constantly find things that i want to better about myself.
I am rude, loud, and the worst possible procrastinator.
I try not to dwell on these things though.
I am a desourdy and we all find it extremely difficult to find fault with ourselves, yet it is way too easy to find it in each other.
Luckily, I have my dearest family to keep me grounded, and build me up when necessary.
So, I don't need to set ridiculously high standards for myself that will wither away by the time february rolls around.
I have all these lovely people to remind me that without my flaws, i simply wouldn't be me.
yes love, you're a desourdy. and from one desourdy to another, you've kicked it if you already know that your flaws are interesting , complex and rich parts of you! the trick is learning how to balance that need for perfection with the reality that we will never be so. it's called growing up. and you're doing an amazing job at it. xxoo
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